take me home.

Monday, February 27, 2006

I wanna watch tt FINAL DESTINATION 3 movie!! EeeerRRgghh!! But i just cant spare de time! Wan is werking, im werking & arif is also werking! Fcuk man! guess, i am going to grab its pirated CD*evil me* hahaxx. Tot of watching it dis thurs but too bad den, i've got ma own plan =) Had a picnic date with Wan. Mizz spending precious time with hym. Well, our episode are going to end soon & we wanna make de best out of it =) Sayang euu`. So, im kinda excited to go fer a picnic with hym coz i usually go with Arif. hehexx. k la, gtg. Im off to werk. CHEERS!

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Friday, February 24, 2006

had ma first pay in hotel rendezvous yesterdae. Kinda mizz blogging actualli. hehexx. Im off todae coz i have ma dance practise later around 6 in de evening & tt was de reason why i can blog todae! =) As fer ma dance prac, luckily de location was not going to be at de esplanade. Instead, its at hougang. Hmm. Near ma place aite! Gonna take ma own sweet time. hehex.

Wanna noe wat? I called maself an OWL coz ma werking time is onli between 6pm to 11pm onwards. funny rite. hahaxx. Now i was put to werk in de bar instead of de coffee house. Kinda cool ar . Get to drink all de drinks der coz ma captain is de gerek - gerek type. thks Lournon! But during weekends, i will be place in de coffee house coz they need more manpower. Weekends mah, more ppl.

i've got aim dis vintage blazer in CHOMEL. Its affordable fer me. Gonna get tt soon & together with that Emily's Strange Wallet!!! I believe, im gonna take a part time job in de morning. Probably in a factory or a kindergaten teacher. Haizz, i cant survive with onli ma part time night job at tt hotel. Poly gonna start soon leh, more CRAVE fer SHOP-SHOP-SHOP

= more $$$ is WANTED!! I need to survive!! =)

Wan, our last episode gonna end soon, but bear in mind tt i will make full use of it to end it with sweet memories. I believe tt euu` too want it rite. No one can stop tt. Gonna miz euu`. SH.

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

wats up fer Valentine's day .. Lets recap =)
14th Febuary 2006

Had ma flowers in de afternoon. Sayang brought it together with a present to me at ma doorstep. Its a rose! Finally, i got maself a rose! Wanna noe wat, Arif was BLUSHING! He felt soo de malu coz dis was his first time giving me flowers! Cute aite? =) Thks honey. I also got a bracelet from SurfBabe. There's ROXY locket. It must be sum kind of ROXY thingy. Once again, thks ayang. BUT BUT BUT!! After he went to Pan Pac to collect his last pay, I met him at Doudby Ghout Platform fer Valentine Lunch. =) Had it at Pizza HUT. We ate de Love Berry DElight. I just love de pizza coz its in a heart shape! Cool huh! Met Atiqah from Evss as she's de service crew der. Nice mitting ya! Happy werking aite!

His love remains strong after all had happen & tt opened my eyes. Its him, onli him, ma soulmate. My Romeo.

Since i also started werk on Valentine's day, I had a gud start. Compare de service standard to Pan Pac, Pan Pac has a betta tip top service.Pan Pac is a great werking place. Its a gud hotel but still, they have to manage de management der coz itz making their own associates run away from der! Pan Pac offer big $$$ + lots of werking hours BUT STILL! Since its big $$$, u may never leave de place without any PROBLEM! Haiz. My werking environment der was ok. Lots of Filipino associates. Im de onli malay gal. In Pan Pac, i used to serve "ANGMO" de most but in Rendezvous, Its more to local! But still, just do ma werk. No one will disturb me. =) As i had it on Valentine' s dae to start ma job, Strait Cafe @ Rendezvous had a SLAMMED! Its was full house continuously for 3 hrs! The queue was soo de "melampau". Pwee. Wat a day i had. =) But de gud thingy bout Rendezvous coffee house, it has a good influence environment unlike Pan Pac.

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Monday, February 13, 2006

hey guys! Gud news! & i guess, i wanna break it now! I got a job! Its fer real lor !Its at Hotel Rendezvous. =) I've been longing fer dis moment . DUH! Its bcoz, it has been a "boring" time spent at home.haizz. Asyik-asyik tgk jam kat dinding je. mendak lol. Wanna noe fer wat? Just to make sure tt the time is ticking fast coz i wanna sleep sleep sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz juz to wait fer a new dae to start. Love to be in ma la-la werld. =) Believe it or not, eversince i tender from Pan Pac, I have not been sticking ma ass at home. Im out! Everydae! Probably im used with ma werking life before thus, sitting at home fer a dae just seems to be a nightmare fer me. Realli! Tt's fer sure! Now, glad tt im back to Square One! Being in a hotel line doing Service as waitress. $6/hr. Not tt bad after all. From dis hourly basis, last Dec, i earned $1400 +++ . Cool huh! Gonna save more $$$ coz ma Crave list has been updated todae! hehexx.
One of ma crave list was to save $$$ to buy a laptop fer maself. Well, its fer ma poly actuali =) But since Pan pac FcUk me up just like tt, haizzz .. tergantung la hasrat ku. But Allah tu maha pemurah. Rezeki biza dtg dari mana aja si. bicara indon ya non? hahaxx Wanna noe y i said tt ? Coz ma aunt,wak Na, called me & said dis to me de dae after i received ma result, "Kakak, just think of wat u want k & tell me wat izzit coz dis is de way fer me to congrats u. " I was very happy!!! Too Delighted. My heart jump jump jump fer JOY! At last! Part of ma burden has gone. Tot of asking fer mp4 but.. Nah! Its not useful in de long run. Thus, tt was wen i made up ma mind to have a laptop! Cool rite. =)
Plus! Since im off to werk tml at 5pm, mitting Arif at 3.30 at PS fer Valentine Lunch. =) He said tt he's cuming over at 1.30 first at ma doorstep to give me ma Valentine Gift & den off to pan pac to collect his last pay. But i wonder, y not give me tt gift at 3.30pm instead? hmm. He said tt " I have ma own reasons, sayang ". well, ok den. i believe he noes wat his doing. He's big enough to tink aite. Love u sayang. Btw, Happy Valentine Day.

23 daes left

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

I pass ma o's.Finally & im damn glad. alhamdullilah. 19 points. Im just so glad & proud of maself. The points tt i obtained was never a lie aite. I passed all ma subjects. This result just shows tt, with ur active commitment in CCA & love thingy, ur still able to make it ONLY if u focus. Thus now, me & arif proved it! cool! The result tt i took last fridae was fer ma dad too. Coz tt dae was his b'dae. uhuh. Cool present rite. Save $$$ but it cost me a yr of brain damaged & torture just to produce a good result. hahaxx. C'mon, its fer ma own gud. Now i can see who is going to have de last laugh. Its me! coz "patek" nw u have no more werds to say aite, b*tch!! ehem ehem.. 1, 2, 3 .. ready to laugh? HAAHAHAHA HIIHIHIHIHUHUHUHUHU!!!!! puas aku! *evil me* who cares!

Had de most longing date yesterdae! I went out wif ZAki! Mizz him. He asked me out fer a date!! & its was a GREEN LIGHT! I agreed! it has been 1 yr+ eversince we went out together. To me, in all DCsion making, onli i can make it. No one else. No one. I wanna enjoy maself! Y must u be stopped by ur very own guy just to meet ur old frewn or dear frewn? make sense to u? Gud. If not,think about it. Its our life. No controls.

In life, either u make it or u break it.

So.. About yesterdae, went to have lunch, catch a movie, play pool & see firewerks! & chill at esplanade roof terrace. The firewerks! was de sOO romantic lol! He was just as sweet as b4 =) He told me tt he got a surprise fer me at nite. My mind was totally clueless! Bt still, Xpecting gud from him. The movie ends at 2100hrs & zaki rushed me to de mrt coz he said " U!its gonna be. Nanti 9.30 da lambat.. " I was totally clueless. In ma mind, " ape sak yg 9.30?? " But wen we reached at esplanade, under de scence of firewerks, we gripped each other & walk towards it.
i'm.we're
Mesmerizing it.
De feeling tt came across de whole scene was.
Old time frewn. Old time crush.Old time sweetheart.

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Monday, February 06, 2006

Went out wif ma mom to accompany her fer her interview at New Industrial Road. Actualli, its very near with ma house. Just 3 bus-stops away. After tt, we head down to Takashimaya fer ma Interview. I had a media firm interview. =) Its not a modelling thingy. I was selected on de streets & thus called down fer an interview. Well,who noes its gonna be ur turn next to be stopped in de middle of nowhere at Orchard Rd!=)

I was selected to be a freelance thingy fer de agency. I do not need to pay a single cent to dem coz they'll be sending me to a 6 session grooming course. Its a 1 1/2 hr/session. i will be taught how to manage cat walks, do professional makeup, photographs & manage gud poses. Cool rite. De whole course cost $2000! But de thingy is, i do not need to pay a single cent. BUT! i need to have 2 personal items with me fer de course. That is a pair of 3 inch high heels! OMG! Penat n aku tk biase lol!! The Next item is ma make up powder fer all de photograph. It cost me $550! Its a product tt's imported from US. Haiz. I told Shirley ( de lady tt interview me ) tt i need time until i get a job. btw, her english speaking was just . POWWERR!

She said, " Sure, all we want is fer u to go fer de session to prepare urself fer our agency n thus, having to get more clients n assisgnments fer urself benefits & also de company". Thus, i said," Orite,thks fer de offer, i just need time to prepare maself which includes ma mentality & also de money." so,wat u tink? She said to me dis too, "I believe its kinda expensive fer u to purchase de product. But wats de cost compared to wats de company paying fer you is much more higher. Plus,once u get an assignment, u'll get paid n tt is when ur money tt u pay fer ur make up will be paid back." Make sense rite?=) hehexx.Its a gud oppurtunity fer me but never fall in a trap. Prevention is better den cure rite?

I dun wish to tink it hard coz now im saving money fer ma next institution cost n not fer tt thingy. It wil cum 2nd wen i have Extra income.Well, result is dis cuming fridae. WOoW! it just gives me a shiver! OMG! bless me. I wanna bring back de old skol daes. Wear ma comfy uniform n wait fer de FcubAs at kedai nonya lol. haizz. mizz u guys.

De next Funny n unexpected story was dis.hehexx =) I just find it funny. But its de fact. After i went to Takashimaya, i went to Far East to have me luch with ma mom tau.. After dat we tot of going to CK tangs.But sumthing stopped us wen we passed by Mariott Hotel Coffee house. Der's dis 4 Black man or shall i say, " negro man " waving at me n wanting me to enter de coffee house. I tot he was referring to other ppl but i stood still wen he mention dis " hafizah, cum here".. I was like shocked! I tried to recalled him n at last i rang de bell, He's ma Guest in Pan pacific hotel! One of de guest tt dined in Summer House! Of course i do not came up to him instead i just gave a wave back n a smile. Well, Its surprising tt he cud still recognise me wen im in civilian. But de most surprising thingy was, He followed me n ma mom! he stopped me. I made a friendly introduction between him n ma mom. He asked me weather im still werking der & der i go, i told wat a FUCKING place SUmmer house can be . He was shocked. He offer me n ma mom fer lunch in Mariott Hotel coffee house but sorry paul, we have to make a move coz i have appointment with aini + mish + wan. He key in ma hp number n he will ask me out fer Dinner. Cool rite. N wen de time cums, i want him to bring me to Summer House fer Dinner! Tt's it! It Jude is der.. GCC card confirm MEREPEK! try me! hahaxx.. i luv ma guest n ma guest luvs me tapi de management FUCK UP! It just make ma dae wen ma own guest recognise me fer ma service. Pathetic SUmmer House@!

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Believe it anot. Ma arif bought fer me a MOTOROLA V3! thks sayang. hehexx. Just miz to be in his arms. =) ala,i will forever miss him. =)

Last fridae, i went to Denvers home ground to start ma 1st practice. i have always want to persue ma cheerleading interest. Shall i say tt i did not werk out coz they have enough ppl fer de cuming cheerobics. Hey,Im cool leh, coz ders always another chance tt cums along de way + i make new pals tt was not "STuck-up" . But tt nite, Farid, Elfi & nisa, wants me to hang out wif dem at esplanade ground de next dae to join their dance practice. Well, kinda shocking but hey, y not i give it a try rite.

So yesterdae, Effervescence had their practice at denvers ground & i was there just to see Khalil's routine fer de team. My session with dem will be next sat coz im handling de dance routine.Ders a guy tau in Effervescence. COOL KAN! =)

ARd 1.15pm after de training, i met wan. Had lunch with him. Actualli i planned to have lunch with aini + wan + min, But sumthing just came up. Dun worry aini, i will make up again with ya & i believe we have agreed to went out fer dinner after we take our result. That will be euu`+ me+ mish +arif. Wat a double date! Actualli, ma situation with aini is just like a mirror image. We went tru thin n thick together.luv u gal.

Thus, after lunch i head down to esplanade ground alone. Had ma practice n hey! im in de team. its "TwiLO". Actualli, its a club name in new York. Therefore will tells tt i will be "burning" ma time every sat at esplannade ground floor fer dance prac. every sat evening. Its not fer DanceWorks aite. Its fer de upcuming suntec competiton. Still! i will not miss dis yr DanceWorks! + also Cheerobics! cant wait fer Ev performance. good luck guys.

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